The Bungee Cord
Hello,
Every year, the Gospel reading in liturgically aligned churches is from the Gospel of John, commonly called the story of “Doubting Thomas”. In the story, Thomas, who wasn’t with the disciples on Easter evening when they told him that they had seen the resurrected Jesus, said this to their story, ““Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.” (John 20:25). Thus the name that history has given Thomas, “Doubting Thomas”.
However, if one reads the 20th Chapter of John carefully, it is clear that Thomas was not alone in his doubts. As the Bible tells us, all of the disciples….every one of them….were hiding in fear behind locked doors when suddenly there was another person with them, and they were filled with fear, not knowing who it was. It was only after that person presented his nail scarred hands and feet to them that they believed that this person was, incredulously as it might have seemed, Jesus. So, when Thomas asks to experience the exact thing that they had told them that they had experienced, Thomas was no more of a doubter than any of the other disciples.
I know that if I had been one of those disciples who had seen Jesus tortured, crucified and die, that I would have likewise not figured to see Jesus again. Interestingly, all of the Easter accounts written in the Bible make it clear that no one expected to see Jesus alive again after that grave-boulder had been rolled across the opening of the tomb. Not the women, not the disciples….no one.
So, I don’t find it surprising that many people throughout the centuries, and in these days, find themselves in the shoes of the first witnesses of Jesus’ resurrection….doubting Jesus’ resurrection. Actually, I think everybody does, at least a bit. Why else would things that “prove” Jesus’ resurrection gain so much attention and significance? The shroud of Turin (If you have not heard of it, google it and see what a stir it caused in the 70’s and 80’.)? Claims of apparitions of Jesus? Claims of miracles? There is a yearning for tangible proof. The story of Jesus’ resurrection that has been passed on to us, for many, lacks convinciblity, and they just can’t buy it.
For that reason, I am very thankful that I, as one whose life has been shaped by the story of the resurrection of Jesus, am glad that I am not a salesman….I am a talesman. When I preach, I am not selling anything. I am telling something. Something life changing. I am telling about one whose love for you and me….mere specks of dust in the scope of the universe…is so great that that one would hold nothing back in loving you and me. I. am telling about one who considers you and me so valuable, like a found pearl of unmeasurable worth, that in finding it he would give everything to have it. Or one who would leave 99 sheep to come after just one, and the he throws a party that rumbles through the universe when he finds it. Or one who would send his only child into a deathtrap in order to pull me out of it. I am the one to pass on the word (Word) that the one who created the universe and holds it together loves you and me.
Can love be proven? Maybe not completely, but it seems to me circumstantially. It surely can be spoken, shown, and exhibited which leads to tangible evidence of love. As Paul said in Romans 5, “ 8 But God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us.” And it is in that “proof” that my doubt that God loves me is quieted and my faith in his love is activated. Further, I find myself believing that if God is going to go that far to love me, maybe (or surely) God isn’t going to just hold me for a short time. Rather, having given his all for me, it makes sense to me that God is going to want to hold me always….forever.
Notice that when the Bible says that Jesus appeared to the disciples in that locked upper room, they did not recognize him by his face, by his voice, or by his stature…..they recognized him by the wounds that bore evidence of God’s love for them. His nail scarred hands and feet. His spear pierced side. It was then that the disciples said, “It’s the Lord!”, and it was then that Thomas said, “My Lord and my God.” Jesus showed them the depth of God’s love for them, and that is what I tell you and everyone who “has ears to hear”, and with the power of that love doubt loses its grip and faith explodes with eternal life.
Christ is risen! He is risen indeed!
Have a great week.
God’s grace and peace, (ggap)
Pastor Jerry Nuernberger